SAN MARCOS - BROCKHAMPTON

Big old whiskey on them icy rocks
Flood down some veins like oxy does
I need fresh air, I need oxygen
Who the hell you foolin'? It's so obvious
I don't feel it, I don't see it
This is nice for me
I can't help but feel like you is after me
Is you drinking for the pain, is you drinking for fun?
There's a party outside, 'til the morning gon' come
Is you dancing all alone, is you dancing for someone?
There's a party outside, know the night is young
Is you having fun?

Say we should just
Say we should just
Pray to work again
Put diamonds on my back
Put diamonds on my back, yeah
Say we should just
Say we should just
Pray to work again
Put diamonds on my back
Put diamonds on my back, yeah

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

I said, I said
Who that, who that, who that, who that
Looking in the shadows
Tryna catch me liberating spirits from the gallows
They wanna blackball me, but I hold my avocados
Then they melt down like the hash, we mix 'em like tobacco
Circle tighter than the Castro
They feeding you Castrol
You'd think that this gas would turn the chaos to fiasco
Could be stronger than vibranium, don't mean that I ain't fragile
Grapple with reality to break out of these shackles

But you know if I waste my time
Talking 'bout what ain't mine
And you know I'll be last in line
Just like last, last night

Suicidal thoughts, but I won't do it
Take that how you want, it's important I admit it
I'm afraid of commitment, don't know how to fix it
Maybe codependent, can't tell the difference
When the push comes to shove, I'd rather bend than break
But something's gotta give, ain't that what you say
When you're torn between reality, and a choice you could have made, I should have made
They're not the same, I'm not the same
Maybe I'm broken, either way I'm clinging on closely
I know it's not healthy
Appreciate your patience, I know that I'm selfish
Do my best to be selfless, I know that I'm changing
I know that I'm changing

I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more

I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more
I want more out of life than this
I want more, I want more